All “ I” Need Is Love.
I want to do to someone what Bruno Tattaglia did to Luca Brasi in The Godfather. I haven’t felt this way in a long time and I can’t really say why I am feeling low enough to feel this way. What I do know is that – as a human being I am never satisfied with what I have. I always want something more. That is why I cannot commit to relationships either.
Relationships apart, even in my general day to day interactions sometimes people just get on my nerves enough for me to want to pull their eyes out or just generally mentally stab them. If this post in any way makes the reader feel like there is a potential lunatic capable of committing any of the above mentioned offences I suggest you discard that opinion because you don’t know me.[Snarl...]
Imagine a boulder tied to your ankles and then throwing the boulder into a river. A very primitive yet effective way of killing oneself – right? Well I think I have successfully managed to do that with my life figuratively. But see I don’t want to drown and die just yet but I can’t free myself either. What do I do?
Recently my brother told me I am a goal oriented person which is good but that I need to learn to have fun. Another friend told me I am becoming a workaholic. My mom is worried about my craving for more and the Narcissist told me that he pities the guy who has to hear me say, “Ok our relationship ends here. Nice knowing you.” All of the above are true and I am now undoubtedly the most unhappiest person on the planet.
I am back to asking for some love.
Relationships apart, even in my general day to day interactions sometimes people just get on my nerves enough for me to want to pull their eyes out or just generally mentally stab them. If this post in any way makes the reader feel like there is a potential lunatic capable of committing any of the above mentioned offences I suggest you discard that opinion because you don’t know me.[Snarl...]
Imagine a boulder tied to your ankles and then throwing the boulder into a river. A very primitive yet effective way of killing oneself – right? Well I think I have successfully managed to do that with my life figuratively. But see I don’t want to drown and die just yet but I can’t free myself either. What do I do?
Recently my brother told me I am a goal oriented person which is good but that I need to learn to have fun. Another friend told me I am becoming a workaholic. My mom is worried about my craving for more and the Narcissist told me that he pities the guy who has to hear me say, “Ok our relationship ends here. Nice knowing you.” All of the above are true and I am now undoubtedly the most unhappiest person on the planet.
I am back to asking for some love.
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But hey, when the time comes you will surely learn to manoeuvre the bends easily.. no worries.. love you loads kiddo :)
Make is a great day- it's up to you what happens next!
Today is the first day of the rest of your life. What are you going to do... start with getting a BIG HUGE hug from someone you love! Just a thought!
Love & Respect!