Life As I Know It

Last Sunday, I made a decision. The decision I made is something that I can't back out off. Needless to say I spent a very sleepless night after making my decision and also for having acted upon it. I couldn't sleep.  I was still wondering how I did what I did. I couldn't even talk to anyone about this. It was a decision I had to come to on my own. As always I was out for my morning run.  By the time I returned home I must have seen 16 Black dogs of which 5 were labradors. I usually come across 3 Black dogs of which 1 is a labrador. But on Monday it was like the forces had worked to bring a black dog in my sight evertime I took a turn. I don't know, but it felt like someone was watching over me.  Someone was telling me," You did right.  Don't worry. " and that was it.  My mind was certainly made. I am an atheist. But what happened on Monday is probably the closest I have ever come to  what I can only explain add a spiritual experience, where I knew that

     You get that barfy feeling in your stomach? Good, as long you know that alien sensation is a warning that you might hurl any moment. Acknowledge the sensation and will yourself to find a bush or a sink depending on where you are. If you are a girl and have hair that is shoulder length or longer make sure you’ve tied it up or request someone to hold it back for you. Bend over and hurl. Let it happen naturally don’t retch. You’ll only end up hurting your throat. If the hurling stops pace around slowly. I know the legs tremble, walk to get them to feel normal. Feeling like you are about to bring up again? Well repeat step 4, 5 and 6 until the feeling subsides completely. DO NOT lie back ever! You don’t want to die swallowing your own vomit. You can sit but bend forward and sit. Don’t immediately drink anything. Listen to your stomach. If your stomach asks to be replenished with liquid drink some water